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It's not you, it's me.

We’ll have salt and pepper chicken wings, a portion of spare ribs, beef in black bean sauce, and two portions of egg fried rice. Oh, and some prawn crackers.

Ahh. . . Chinese takeaway.

The perfect food whatever the weather, but particularly when you’re comforting a friend who recently ended their marriage. Lots of things can contribute to the breakdown of a relationship. The pain it causes means that at first It’s much easier to lay blame elsewhere, sometimes at the estranged partner or outside influences like ones career or money. The last thing we want to do is look at ourselves for the part we played. Did we enable or subconsciously promote undesirable behaviour in our partner? The disconnect between what we want and what believe we are worth is very prevalent for a lot of people. We just aren’t consciously aware of how our behaviour and thought patterns effect us and the person we want to love us.

 People act in the way you subconsciously want them to act.

What does this mean? Well, do you have a friend, family member or work colleague who always ends up with the same ‘sort’ of person? You can warn them, advise them, laugh with them, but nothing seems to stop the inevitable slide into another unfulfilled relationship. What does this suggest? That the person is actively looking to be hurt, unloved or not appreciated. . . Not for a minute!! However if we subconsciously believe that this is what we are worth then we frame our choices within that belief system. We chase love, affection, and quality time with someone because we believe we aren’t worthy, so we over compensate. This can mean the other person becomes used to things being easy for them, so they stop investing in the relationship because they don’t have to. The very things that we want we drive away. The old adage the more you give the more they take is very true.

We can’t control what others think, and we can’t take responsibility for somebody else’s happiness. However what we can do is understand what are value’s are. What are our red lines?  I can’t promise anyone happiness or love in their relationships, but I do know this – the more you love you, the more you know your value, the more will you be pleasantly surprised by who comes into your life.

Now, pass me the chopsticks.

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Spot the difference

‘You’re a bit weird dad.’

 Once the searing honesty had subsided, I thought for a second about my eight year old’s pearl of wisdom.

‘Well, it’s good to a bit weird. I replied.

When she said this, I’d like to think she was referring to my love of Spandau Ballet. (Fair cop). But I sensed it was my commitment to an impression I was doing to make her laugh. It struck me afterwards about how we define ourselves and others as ‘weird’ or ‘not normal.’ Is it the job we do?  If you are a deep sea diver off the North Atlantic then you are in the minority compared to a factory worker. However both equally provide for an individual and their loved ones.  Is it our colleagues? The person who is socially awkward at work? Maybe they haven’t been given or shown the tools to cope in life? Is it our family? Why is one sibling totally different from the rest when given the same upbringing by their parents? It strikes me as ‘weird’ how quickly we see the difference in others without looking at our own oddities. . .

Why do we conform to being ‘normal’ or at the very least wanting to be perceived as normal? Must have kids. Must earn loads of money. Must get married. There is nothing wrong with any of those choices as long as they are your choices and they don’t come from a need or desire to fit in socially. So often we miss out on what is around us because we are consumed by where we aren’t, what we’re not earning, who we are not with. How much of our lives do we spend thinking about fitting in, instead of embracing who we really are?  I’d like to think we are all bit weird, we all have parts of us that we suppress out of embarrassment or fear. But the truth is, this is where our soul lies, it’s what makes us an individual. What makes you stand out? What makes you, you?

To cut a long story short.

It’s true,

I am weird.

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I am who I am.

‘It’s how i was brought up.’

I’ve heard this line many times in my life. When we think about what defines us, we can often blame our behaviour and thoughts on things that have happened to us. A big indicator for this is our parents. The things we learn from them as we are growing up stay with us into adulthood, and if we aren’t consciously aware of what those learnings are it’s easy to fall back on old patterns and put barriers up when life throws things at us. An example would be when we feel we can’t do something or we don’t want to feel a certain way.  Clients will often say to me, ‘I’d love to be able to do it, but I don’t feel confident enough.’ They will then go on to tell me various other areas of their life where they have shown great confidence!

As people we are reservoir of resources, so what are we choosing to not know about ourselves?

 The things that we see as negative in ourselves are also our greatest strength. What does this mean? Well the person who is sensitive and takes things to heart, is also the same person who is very good at listening, and empathising with people. The person who is shy, is also the same person who is confident.  All of us are many things to many different people. Think about how many different parts of ourselves we must utilise in a single day to make of the most it.  We are who we are because of what has happened to us, not in spite of it. So the next time you want to blame a parent, sibling, or friend for your behaviour, blame them for all the good in you.

After all, it’s how you were brought up. 

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I say tomato, you say tomayto.

We often see things through the narrow prism of our own experience.  Our opinion and view of the world is of course the ‘right’ way to think, and we reinforce this belief by talking to other people with similar views to our own.  The difference we see in others can lead us to thinking our view is superior or others are not as enlightened as us. We see this a lot in politics at the moment, where the word democracy means different things to different people, depending on which side of the fence you sit on.

 So who is right – you or the other person? Leavers or remainers?  Or are we asking the wrong question? It’s very easy in life to frame our thinking and attitude around external things, the paper we read, the news we choose to listen to, the friends we surround ourselves with. How often do you hear people say “I believe in this view because it was how i was brought up”.  These are all examples of a way of thinking which takes away all our responsibility for independent thought. Can we not think for ourselves?  Sometimes It’s easy and more comforting to blame the other person or the other side rather than looking within.  However, we can’t grow and move forward if we don’t have a degree of self awareness and an ability to expand thinking outside of ‘what we know.’ The key here is this – in how many areas of our life do we limit ourselves and our opportunities because we quickly decide ‘they’re not like me’ before even putting ourselves in a position to find out?

The more we listen the more we learn, and maybe if we accept our differences and enhance our similarities our lives would be more fulfilled.

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Does This Make Sense?

When I was at Drama School, I was told that the things I was being taught might sense tomorrow, next week, next year or in ten years. This comment has always stuck with me throughout my career. 

 Sometimes our insistence on understanding can be very detrimental, not allowing ourselves the time to develop and grow. ‘ I should know this’ or ‘why don’t I get it?’ This conveniently misses the point that to be confused is very healthy, because confusion precedes learning, and if you’re learning then you’re growing. Often our need to know or understand is  due to a disconnect between our conscious and subconscious mind. Do we trust our ability to listen to information and let our subconscious filter and process this in its own time?

Life isn’t linear. What informs our decisions, thinking, or our understanding changes over time and circumstance. We think we know what we are doing , until we make a mistake. Then we chastise ourselves that ‘we should know better’ but should we? Or where we doing our best with we had in that moment? That mistake that we get angry about, actually informs and strengthens us as we learn from it and are better equipped the next time we are in that situation. Being prepared to make mistakes, or to put yourself in situations where you might not understand, is a far richer experience than staying in the bubble of only knowing what you do understand.

 It has taken me a long time and a lot of mistakes to get to where I am. Some things made sense ten years ago, some things made sense last year and some things still don’t make sense.

It’s a lovely place to be.

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Are you thinking what I’m thinking?

“Will you hold my pint for me?”

I was asked this recently at a gig by close friend, not because they had a tiny bladder, but because they wanted to get their phone out and hold it above their head as the band played their biggest anthem.  On the way home I asked him why he was filming it, instead of enjoying the moment?

“I just put it on my Facebook and Instagram page.”

“Why?”

“So people can see what I’ve been up to.”

“But you missed one of your favourite songs. . . “

“I didn’t, I was there.”

I was there. . Mmmm.

It’s true my friend was there in body, but at the most important point of the gig his mind was elsewhere. He chose to focus on the external, on what others might think or say about his attendance at the concert. Maybe the outside world is desperate to know my friend has got a social life, maybe their lives are so devoid of enjoyment they rely on him for constant updates. . .

While we were talking it struck me how much we do in this life. We sit at home with our children, partner, or parents and we can be having a lovely time, but where are we really? Worrying about what we said to somebody, or planning a difficult conversation at work. All this relies on the idea that everybody else cares more about you than they do about themselves. Which of course is a total fallacy, as people outside of your inner circle couldn’t care less about your worries, your upcoming difficult conversation or your shaky video of a band they don’t like on your Facebook page.

How much calmer and fulfilling would our lives be if we could stay in the moment, and not create a false narrative about what other people are thinking?

As we walked away from the din of the stadium crowd, I could see my friend needed a break.

“Come on, lets pop in here for a beer.”

“Is it my round?”

“No I owe you one, I drank yours watching the band.”

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To do … or not to do

“If I write it down, then I’ll definitely do it.”

I have often thought this when writing my infamous to do list. It’s a wide-ranging and often dubious reminder of what I’m not doing or avoiding.

Paint fence
Power wash the drive.

Even the more basic things find a way of appearing
Post letter
Go to bank

It got to the point where I considered having a to-do list for existing
Get up
Brush Teeth

I often laughed at my inability to live without a list.

However, I began to notice the comfort of what putting things in future (without actually doing the vast majority of it) was bringing me. Why write about doing something, feel better and then do nothing? Surely the point is to take action!?

I started to go further. If I was procrastinating about the small things, what about bigger things? How much of my ambition and career focus was I putting into the mythical future? When I did sit and think about what I wanted to achieve, it sometimes felt overwhelming. The truth is there can be a disconnect between want and belief. We know what we’d like to do, but we put barriers in the way, and potential what if’s.

It’s similar to when people want to go travelling. ‘What if we get stuck?’ What if we run out of money? Probably best if I don’t go. What we miss is that the ‘what if’s’ are what makes the journey worthwhile. What we learn about ourselves and the confidence we gain are invaluable. It’s important to remember that the journey is more important than the end goal. However, the journey only begins when we take action and put ourselves in a position to fail.

I’ve stopped writing things down, and instead I’ve got a clear goal of what I want to achieve. I set a time frame and focus my energy into the small individual steps needed to get there.

Which reminds me, I need to paint the fence.

I just need to find the brush…

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